I just finished The Shadows by J.R. Ward and I don’t know how to feel. Don’t get me wrong it was amazing and everything I’ve come to expect from Ward, but this one has a bittersweet end.
Trez “Latimer” doesn’t really exist. And not just because the identity was created so that a Shadow could function in the underbelly of the human world. Sold by his parents to the Queen of the S’Hsibe as a child, Trez escaped the Territory and has been a pimp and an enforcer in Caldwell, NY for years- all the while on the run from a destiny of sexual servitude. He’s never had anyone he could totally rely on… except for his brother, iAm.
iAm’s sole goal has always been to keep his brother from self-destructing- and he knows he’s failed. It’s not until the Chosen Serena enters Trez’s life that the male begins to turn things around… but by then it’s too late. The pledge to mate the Queen’s daughter comes due and there is nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, and no negotiating.
Trapped between his heart and a fate he never volunteered for, Trez must decide whether to endanger himself and others- or forever leave behind the female he’s in love with. But then an unimaginable tragedy strikes and changes everything. Staring out over an emotional abyss, Trez must find a reason to go on or risk losing himself and his soul forever. And iAm, in the name of brotherly love, is faced with making the ultimate sacrifice…
As the 13th book in the Black Dagger Brotherhood series, The Shadows is the story of Trez and iAm, along with the rest of the BDB brothers and the Band of Bastards. At 576 pages, this novel is huge. The BDB world has grown to be pretty massive at this point but the story arc itself is still solid. I love Ward’s story telling. I love the intriguing world she’s built. Hell, I’m just a sucker for foul-mouthed, badass vampires.
The Shadows was interesting when you compare it to the rest of the series. Ward has definitely stepped away from the standard, standalone PNR track since her last book, The King. It’s become almost this epic story following multiple characters, so there is a lot going on in this book. You not only finally get the story for Trez and iAm, but we catch glimpses of other lives, like the relationship between Xcor and Layla (that I really, really want to happen), and Assail’s obsession with money, drug dealing and the innocent woman he desires, and of course, we check in with the effed up mind of the Forelesser.
I particularly enjoyed meeting Paradise, who will be the lead female protagonist in Ward’s new spinoff series the Black Dagger Legacy called Blood Kiss (Out in December 2015 and I CAN’T WAIT!!!).
Anyway, back to The Shadows, if anyone deserves a break it’s these two and I both loved and hated what Ward did. Their story had so many highs and lows, where I was hoping against hope during many scenes that the impossible would happen, and then I was dragging my depressed butt around the house, eyes rimmed with tears after some really, really awful scenes (But beautifully written, btw). Basically, this will be a roller coaster ride for your emotions, and surprisingly there isn’t a happy ever after for both of these brothers. There is a compromise of sorts, but it’ll take me awhile to get over it.
There isn’t much else to say. I’m completely bias. I love J.R. Ward and her books and her characters and her writing style and her cool-as-f**k vocabulary, pop culture references and modern day wording. No one does it like Ward does and I’ll read anything and everything she puts out.
The next book in the series, The Beast, will release in 2016 and will follow Rhage. He was alluded to a lot in The Shadows, like something bad is about to happen (No!!!) but we’ll see what Ward delivers.
STARS: 5 out of 5